11 Days to go - But who's counting?

Jul 09, 2007

I am!  I can't wait.  I am not experiencing any anxiety yet, just excitement!  There is alot going on in my life right now and it might be keeping me grounded~  If that is the case, I can't help but thank God for keeping me distracted!

Pre-op appointment is Thursday.  That might get me to the nervous point, but I don't really think so.  I see this as a positive situation.  After all the research I have done and all the time I had to wait to get an all clear on the cancer, I can't help but think this time is going to be different.  I will wake up banded!

The pre-op diet sucks!  I will confess to a little cheating, but I have lost 15 pounds since June 30th.  Usually, I put it back on ~ plus somehow, I seem to add a few pounds on for good measure.  If I had a dime for every pound I had gained or lost, I would have enough money saved to do my reconstructive surgery after paying for the lap band!

I can't tell you how ready I am to get this done!

Angela

13 days to go!

Jul 07, 2007

Just 13 days until I am banded.  During the last go round, I was nervous.  Now I am really just very excited!  I started the low carb diet on June 30th and have already lost 13 pounds.  If it were that easy to lose the weight and keep it off, I would be okay.  But, let's face it, if it were that easy everyone would be thin.  Losing weight is only half the battle.  If I can't win the entire battle and change the way I look at food, it isn't worth the effort.  The band is going to give me a tool that I can use to lose the weight.

I have had some doubts.  I have actually had several people question my reasons for having it done.  I realize that I must do this now.  This isn't about being super thin.  It is about being able to keep up with an active 3 year child that I love with all of my heart.  Even more importantly, it is about making certain I change how I look at food so that she gets positive examples and never has to face the challenges I have faced.

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High Springs, FL
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07/20/2007
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Dec 05, 2005
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