Feeling Great!

Jan 06, 2009

Yes i have lost a total of 150 I wore my first size 18 jeans a little snug but guess what.. it encourage me more to stay on the right path. yes i have snuck a few cookies here and there but . i have programed myself not to buy the wrong things in the market. i have recieved so many compliments i still see myself as the same woman somewhat. i just had my tummy tuck in dec"08 i still wake up hoping it's a nightmare. i tell you. the excess skin i cannot believe. the Dr. has removed 91/2 pounds of fat. it was painful but worth it. i feel light. i can bend better you know  i look forward to working out again. i had to take a hiatus on the work out but i still get out and move walk in the mall . yes going to the mall and looking at stuff you never thought you could wear again.  have a flat tummy at that you cannot help but gloat. the important thing is that my diabetes is now under control i am doing 20 units aday compare to 20 in the morning and 30 at night plus actos. i was on metformin but it gave me the runs.. you know what i am talking about for those whom has used this drug. but the thing is i went out dancing New Years Eve. and I was partying with the Baltimore Ravens. hey!.... lol . and i was wearing an outfit i bought 3 yrs ago from california.  It fit like a glove. and it was sexy. i looked in the mirror and said to myself."dammit i look Good. it just came out and i meant it and felt it. i miss you all. for the support. but i have not disappeared i just thank god. and yes i am dating again. He's a very nice man. but all in all .. you still have to work on self regardless of the weight. you know i was watching oprah she said its not what your eating its whats eating you. for the first time i could relate. if your gaining it back something is unblanced in your life. and believe me i can relate... wholeheartdly . until next time.
one love,
Paula

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baltimore, MD
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05/09/2007
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Jun 05, 2007
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