Peterson2u
Liquid Pre-op Blues!
Jan 25, 2009
I am about to start my pre-op diet on tuesday...which is 3 weeks till my surgery. Now, usually at a stressful time like this I would eat anything in sight! It is becoming clear to me how deeply I am addicted to food, and what a great "friend" i thought it has been to me. What am I going to do when it is not in my life anymore? I just really need to pray and think about all the people that are going to be proud of me...most importantly myself. When I step on that scale to get my official starting weight on tuesday morning. I WILL NEVER SEE THAT NUMBER AGAIN! and that is almost unbelieveable! My life will be so much better... so much healthier! I just need someone to really lift me up. I am trying to think positive....but this fat sabotager keeps coming out and wanting me to fail. It keeps want to find a way to cheat the system...and find the easier way to do this. I know I can do this! I know I can!
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