September 2011

Sep 25, 2011

I haven't posted in years (literally). Since surgery, I have been hospitalized countless times. I have had: my gallbladder removed, my iron drop to unbelievable lows and, learned the importance of maintaining hydration and proper supplementation. At my lowest, post-hospitalization, weight I was 104lbs. My current weight is 122lbs. My original goal weight was 137 - 145lbs. I still have body dysmorphic disorder and battle it everyday. Despite the fact that I have hit a healthy weight, I feel very big and uncomfortable. I am looking forward to the winter. I usually drop weight in the winter. It is my "happy" season. My bipolar upswings during my favorite season. It's all fun and games until someone is hospitalized!

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