Waiting.....

Sep 25, 2009

So I've talked with my PCP who is supportive, I've talked with insurance who won't waive the 6 month supervised diet. This past week, I did my sleep study, which went terrible, I didn't hardly sleep at all, and the tech said I wasn't asleep long enough for him to put the Cpap mask on me. So who knows what the results will be!

I have a friend that is dragging me to the gym today, and I'm going to sign up (yet again) for a gym membership. I find myself so anxious about getting surgery. I want it so badly, and I want to hope that everything is going to go smoothly! I have to just wait it out. There is no battle to fight right now, I just need to play by their rules and wait it out! But if in 6months they don't approve me for surgery..... something that smells bad is going to hit the fan! I NEED to feel good! I can't live like this anymore! I want to see my after picture. I want to know what I really look like! My friends who have already had surgery, are  so supportive and encouraging. Anyone know how to make the next 6 months fly by??? At least there are lots of holiday distractions right?

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