cathy R.
My name is cathy, I am a beautiful 30 year old year old female who hides behinds her smile (yes I am one of those big people who hides behinds her jokes;making people laugh). I have always been a big girl at age 11 I peaked at 199 I was the "fat one". My sister although she was older n thick not fat, my mother the slim care giver who would tell me to suck my stomach in. (I don't have mommy issue I love my mom she is totally my rock). The weight kept creeping up. The adolescences years how wonderful, I didn't have a boyfriend and bounced around H.S. At age 18 I got sick of it and went on the diet pill n staving diet and lost 60 pounds, I loved the way I looked. I kept it off for 4 yrs in the mixed of boyfriends got engaged to a loser and ballooned up to 270 Pd's. Got rid of the loser and enrolled in school and the girl I lived with who known me forever put me in a diet (weight watchers), working full time and school not to mention 5 days a week gym. I looked FABOULISHISHSHHSHS lost 80 @26.fast forward I feel in love with it again, It for-filled me never said no to me, listen to me and comforted me DAMNNNNNN you foodddddd you did it againnnnnnnn. I feel if food wasnt so damn tasty argggggg. So thanks to genetics (my dad's family), sleep apnea, gastrial diabetis, pain, aches, wicked gerd and 305 pounds later the desicion was clear. I AM TAKINGGGGG CONTROLLLLLLLL..... so on 04/20/2011 still scared as hell I went under the knifeeeeee. That was the 1st day of the rest of my life :)
