1 month post-op

Oct 01, 2009

I'm 1 month post-op today.  I'm in a strange place right now.  I'm having trouble keeping almost everything down.  Sometimes I feel like the surgery has turned me into a bulimic.  Although I should be transitioning to a softer regular diet, everything I try seems to come back up.  I'm trying not to get discouraged but, it's hard.  I have those thoughts in my head that say, "now you'll never be able to eat like a normal person".  I know this is just negative self talk but, I'm struggling.  It's not like I'm craving fatty foods or 'bad' foods but, I would like to eat a good chicken salad and not see it in the toilet a few minutes later.  I have to keep trying different foods and keep plugging away at it, I'm certain things will be okay in a while.  I just can't wait until 'a while' gets here.

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