Out with old in with the new

Apr 24, 2009

I am back, it took me awhile because so many things have happened.  My birthday passed it was the 14th.  Let me start over, first my uncle died on the 12th, i was really depressed.  I was like how can i be in a joyous, go out and get down kinda way.  All I could think about my uncle and mom.  I really was not looking for much.  It was raining both days which depressed me even more, my weight was stuck at 220, i was like whatever.  Then on Monday, when I got home, by husband and boys suprised me with a turntable (so I could play all my old LP's) I do have a lot, i went out to dinner, they even had a little cake for me.  It made me feel real good, then my mother had given me a card, so did my aunt and cousin. Even after losing their brother they thought about me.  That meant the most.  So, i helped get the funeral together and stuff. 

As for my weight, i dropped 5 lbs and now can wear a size 14 jean depending on how its made, large top, boobs are still there but are still looking like two flopped pancakes.  But overall, my spirit is good. I got a car, something I been wanting to get for a while.  Not bad for a chick that is unemployed.  Which I am still looking for that job.  i need some benefits so i can go see a doctor.  My anniversary date is coming up next month.  Oh, my bbf, her anniversay date was the 17th and she still looks good.  I can say, the sun is shining and it is nice and warm for a change, meaning, i need to go outside hop in the ride, open the sunroof and breathe in the beautiful date, it might not last long, here in Michigan..

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