Just got home today. Feel beat down but it's all good.

Aug 29, 2008

I wanted to know how my wls sisters Lana and Shug are today. AlmaRene is an angel. Thats all I have left for today. Sincere and true love is all I ever feel here.

omg!!!!!!

Aug 22, 2008

I was so worried that it would take for ever to get to this point now everything is going so fast I have to run to keep up. My surgery is scheduled for Tuesday, August 26. I am so nervous and excited! My head feels tingly and I wished I could go to the hospital and just wait there right now. I have been trying to do this for 2 years and my PCP kept putting me on diet plans and I would lose and gain and lose and gain more. He said finally the up and down was more dangerous to my health than the surgery would ever be and he gave me for the first time a compliment. He said he was confident about my outcome from the surgery because I have never given up. I cried.  Life feels even more awesome



O.K. tomorrows the day. I think I jumped the gun and took the cleaning out stuff too early. I took it last night and when I got up I felt ok until my lower stomach cramped up and it was ugly for a couple of hours. I was ok after that but I had been doing the liquid diet thing since Saturday. Where did that come from?? WTF! I couldn't go to work today. Thats going to be a problem later but I can't worry about that now. Some lady from the hospital called to tell me the surgery is at 8 am. I don't really have a way so I'm getting the bus nothing to stop me now. I didn't want to hear anymore negative so there is no one to call. I think my daughter is down with me (not really) but she is going through some stuff right now and I can't really talk to her like I want to. It's funny the things you hear when you tell people. I wished I was wiser and kept my mouth shut but I wanted to share my dreams and how excited I was about it. I see this really shows you some things about "yo folks". I want to feel good and be comfortable and have energy and not be threaten by HB, diabetes, High cholestrol        (killed my granddad), cancer (killed my mom) heart disease (killed my grandma) and I have it too. Not one person mentions my feeling better it's all about "girl you gon be so skinny". What's wrong with people?? I plan to be around to see my shug go to college.

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08/26/2008
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Jun 25, 2008
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