Stuck!

Oct 24, 2009

I am stuck. Yep been stuck at 245 it even went back up to 247. I was like what the H?!
 Im trying to do the best I can, I eat these atkins protien bars every day 18 grams of protien
because for some reason my body absolutly hates shakes now.
Im having too much drama to deal with latley. I try to let it go, and let the bad people
that have hurt me out of my life. But, its always been real hard for me.
Ive always considered myself a strong person, but im starting to prove myself wrong.
I look like a weak bitch! Anyway, you know how before you have the surgery you imagine yourself
a certain way? Almost stronger..and you tell yourself.."after I get this I will be able to handle that differently."
Well I told myself that! lol. Anyway im super happy I had the surgery, I tell everyone!
I feel 10 times better..Im almost in a size 18! I can put them on and button them but you wont see me
walking or sitting in them they might just bust out!

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