sandra711
i was always overweight as a child called chunky and kept growing and growing. as a teen i had such low self esteem that i never dated had sexual partners thinking they would like me if i did it with them i believed that was the only way someone would date a fat girl and which in turn i fell in love with my two boys father who was a drug addict and thinking the only way to keep him was to use drugs with him so i became a drug addict and i think the only fat addict out there because i lost very little weight while using. I stood by him faithfully during his incarceration periods and it must of been true because when i wanted to change my life he left thank god so i became clean and drug free and got bigger I swore I would be alone forever cause who wants a fat woman and diets weren't doing it. I finally met the real man of my dreams and soul mate and had my daughter and got bigger and by being so happy and content with my life i got even bigger i now still have low self esteem and feel embarrassed for my husband for being seen with a fat woman i physically can't hardly move i can't carry or play physical games with my daughter and i am in so much pain it brings me down emotionally.i was always overweight as a child called chunky and kept growing and growing. as a teen i had such low self esteem that i never dated had sexual partners thinking they would like me if i did it with them i believed that was the only way someone would date a fat girl and which in turn i fell in love with my two boys father who was a drug addict and thinking the only way to keep him was to use drugs with him so i became a drug addict and i think the only fat addict out there because i lost very little weight while using. I stood by him faithfully during his incarceration periods and it must of been true because when i wanted to change my life he left thank god so i became clean and drug free and got bigger I swore I would be alone forever cause who wants a fat woman and diets weren't doing it. I finally met the real man of my dreams and soul mate and had my daughter and got bigger and by being so happy and content with my life i got even bigger i now still have low self esteem and feel embarrassed for my husband for being seen with a fat woman i physically can't hardly move i can't carry or play physical games with my daughter and i am in so much pain it brings me down emotionally.i was always overweight as a child called chunky and kept growing and growing. as a teen i had such low self esteem that i never dated had sexual partners thinking they would like me if i did it with them i believed that was the only way someone would date a fat girl and which in turn i fell in love with my two boys father who was a drug addict and thinking the only way to keep him was to use drugs with him so i became a drug addict and i think the only fat addict out there because i lost very little weight while using. I stood by him faithfully during his incarceration periods and it must of been true because when i wanted to change my life he left thank god so i became clean and drug free and got bigger I swore I would be alone forever cause who wants a fat woman and diets weren't doing it. I finally met the real man of my dreams and soul mate and had my daughter and got bigger and by being so happy and content with my life i got even bigger i now still have low self esteem and feel embarrassed for my husband for being seen with a fat woman i physically can't hardly move i can't carry or play physical games with my daughter and i am in so much pain it brings me down emotionally.
