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So another day another lb. I am stuck it feels... i range between 70-75 lbs down, and can't go further than that, its driving me nuts. After my GB, i also had foot surgery, which makes it a bit harder to keep things in check,  but now that  im able to eat a bit more, and such i feel like AHHHHHHH .. am i eating to much? To little? i know im not getting my protein in... GOSH!!!!

anyways will write more later.

I know i am way late with this post... but i wasnt really sure  what to write. lol
September 16th I had my gastric By pass surgery at the cleveland clinic...
i dropped weight in the beginning pretty quick... like 70 lbs in 3 months....now i feel like i am at a stand still ...

Makes me frustrated....

But from pre weight and everything... i am down 98 lbs total.. since surgery.. 70....

yay go me.. lol.

Hope all is well, i know i havent been here in some time.... but ive been going through some personal issues... but i am back :)

YAY, i have lost 15.8 lbs so far... my surgery isnt until july/august... but i am on a good road... i keep exersizing i want to try my best to tone up what I can so I dont have so much hanging after.... at almost 400 lbs (pre dieting ) there will def. be some hangage.. sigh.

I really need some before pics...

Maybe i will make that a goal this week....

IT was ALL their fault.. Yep that's it..... THEY made me gain ALL my weight little stinkers!!!!!!


Never said i was normal!! 

So, here I am struggling through the insurance requirements of a 9 month long wait. (however i am  in 3 and a half months)...
My sister in law just had the surgery with the last 2 weeks. She is now in the hospital with a blood clot in her lungs.  I don't want this to discourage me, but it makes me nervous.

How do I not let it bug me seeing her go through this though.  I know it is common with any surgery.. but UGH!!! 

However I have been doing very well on my dieting... 7 lbs down, i am excersizing regularly... Working at a gym really has it's benefits.

I am trying my hardest to get myself into a slinky little get up for my graduation... who wouldnt want to look their best for that ya know!!!! 

I keep truckin along.... if anyone has any words of encouragment feel free to reply...

So part of my 2010 challange is to smile once a day. I have been Smiling daily, I mean in all reality knowing if i'll smile till the da I die is a bit far fetched.. But I would like to think that I will acomplish that one task! I love to smile, even if it is at my kiddos sleeping.

Or would that be at the peace and quiet I am having while they are sleeping...... *hmm*

So there you have it.... SMILES!!!!! 

Here is one during christmas time.... (Last time i took pics.)



Okay so i am loooking a little psycho... but it is a SMILE!!!

Hugs to you all!!!!   

So the last week has been a little trying on the nerves. Not even weight loss wise. But There is forever an issue with my vehicles. It is driving me insane.. I feel like Popeye and steam coming out of my ears.

However, I went in for my 3rd of my 9 month (insurance check in thingy) I haven't a clue what to call it... Preop visit... or something.

I had lost 5 lbs Wohoo go me *does the running man*

I was pretty darn excited!!! Next month I go for my sleep study, and my 4th month visit... Anyone ever have like a sleeping issue when going for your sleep study? I find that it's hard to sleep in other places. Take my mother in laws for example...

I guess i am just really self-conscious if I'm going to snore or something. Its like performance anxiety.. wink wink (LOLL) I guess I need to not worry so much about the little things.

For a while i complained that it would take forever to get to my surgery, but all in all... the months are going pretty quickly.
My next semester of college is starting up which will keep me busy,  My main goal... is to look awesome in my cap and gown... and if all goes right, I should be graduating in December.  (Was supposed to be in May, But not thinking that's happening.

Anyways.. I'll leave u with this final thought....and tip.... "Never Pee In The Wind" and "Never Eat Yellow Snow"

I am new to this, so feel free to jump right in... my internet is also being a pain, so im not on here as much as i should be :-)

Welcome to the new friends who have joined....

Yep it's how i'm feeling right now.. I couldnt get to the gym, The plans were to go tonight while the kids were swimming. But guess what?? My van broke.. It JUST came out of the shop.... and here it is.. BROKEN...
So now i have to wait.. again.. to have a warm cozy vehicle....

Tonight I had to pick up my daughter (she was in NY for a week) We had to use the vehicle with NO heat, and its 14 degrees out. LOL. Brrr cold....

Ah well, another day another fight.

What is the saying... what doesn't kill you will only make you stronger?

Shew at this rate.. I'm going to be MUSCLE woman!!! Wewt wewt!!