You've got to be kidding me right?

May 31, 2009

Okay you guys, here I am blessed beyond all reason....better than blessed and I'm come across my first complaint!!

I stepped on the scale today and I am 306lbs!! That means in less than 3 months (march 17th) I have lost 60lbs, and I am complaining because I have hit a stall!!

Are you kidding me September? I keep asking myself this over and over and over again......I promised that when I first joined this website I would browse the blogs and read that persons had hit the stall and wouldnt realized that they had just lost 10, 20, 30, 50 lbs in a few months.......

Lord why am I dissapointed that my weight hasnt changed in 2 weeks....Why am I afraid that I have eaten something that
I shouldnt of or didnt excercise enough last week?

Why am I blessed to have this tool, and im paranoid that this is all the weight I am going to lose?

I called my mom with these gripes, I called my husband with these gripes and they both asked was I on my period...or pregnant......wtf


Maybe its the stress getting to me, wtf I have lost 60lbs in less than 3 months, without any complications...and Im not happy with myself this week.....

Lord please remove this demon that is trying to control my thoughts....I am doing just fine

Aren't I?

Pray for me ya'll

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