sexy_is_my_goal
My story?
My story. It is probably not much different than most of you. I have to assume we are talking about my life as a FAT/PHAT girl. *sigh* where the hell do I begin? I've been fat (forgive me if that word offends, but it is what it is) since I can remember. My earliest memory of semi thinness (is that a word?) is when I was 5 yrs old. Even then I was a little "thick".
I have always been insecure about my weight, but I have mastered the art of "playing the diva". Don't get me wrong, a diva I am, BUT more often than not, I am very insecure. I make sure the outfits are SMOKIN hot, the shoes are comfy but cute, the hats are FIERCE, the face BEAT to perfection, and most days I'm praying no one will notice how fat I look in this. *sigh*
I simply want to be sexy. I want to look down and see my cookie box WITHOUT A MIRROR! I want to wear sexy shoes. Most importantly, I want REAL confidence.
I have started working on getting my WLS for a few months now. Per my insurance, I have to do a six month diet. This Thur will be my 3rd month. I'm hoping for surgery the 1st of the year.
