Just need to vent!

Apr 11, 2011

So i am 6 month out from rny and feeling so much better than i did a year ago. I am having issues with my lower back and hip, witch kinda make me crazy cause now that i can walk and move better i pay big time later for it! See i used to not be able to walk or stand for more that 5-10 minutes without being in pain and completley winded. NOW i can walk around all day and have very little pain, but boy howdy later in that night and the next few days really suck! sciatica sucks!! 

Anyways i think ive gotten alittle off track here back to the reason i started this post...
I have lost 81 ones pounds and for the past month i have not lost anything!  I am trying not to get discouraged but it is so hard and i think that this is it...this is all i'm gonna loose! could that be? My mind is spinning out of control!!!! Yes i know we have stalls and i know it will break eventually granted i keep on track yatta...yatta...yatta. It's just my head freakin me out. I havent really expressed this to my family and friends in fear that they will judge me or tell me im doing something wrong or say something Negative. In all honestly i know they wont and they are a great support system but sometimes i feel like i talk to much about me and my weight.

Here people know exactly what im going through and all we talk about is weight!  LOL
anyways now that i have got that off my chest, I hope everyone has a great week, and thanks for listening.

shell =)

P.S You know what? it is about me. =)

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