I'm back!

Nov 23, 2014

So much has happened in the last  few years. I've had some good days and some bad days. Days I'm proud of and days that I'm ashamed of. This weight loss journey is seriously no joke! I've struggled and overcome and at times I've out right failed. I had to come back to this website to reflect in where I started, rejoice and reflect in how far I've come and to get confirmation that I can do it again!

I'm Up 15 pounds and feel like the biggest person walking. I can not only see the physical change (round belly, fuller face, arms and legs) but I feel the weight gain. Having issues with my back, knees and just fatigued. The more discussed I get with myself the more bad foods I eat. I've got to stop this cycle before I balloon back up to 230 lbs! I know it can happen fast!

I'm just out right ashamed of how I've just allowed myself to get back to this place of disappointment and disgust. I'm not going to stay here in this pity party long, I'm dusting myself off and getting back on track starting tomorrow. Just had to be open and honest with myself.

I need support and I knew that I'd find it here again.

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