SherrinH
Post Surgery Blues
Feb 02, 2012
Well, I had surgery ten days ago. Everything went well and I'm really pleased.
Except...that I'm just kinda blue. The weather is nasty and dreary. My sister had to leave on Sunday, so I'm stuck at home with no one to talk to. I'm worried about getting all my protein in, all my water in, and walking enough. I'm afraid I'm not doing this right. I'm afraid it won't work. I'm afraid it will all have been for nothing.
I had a sneezing fit yesterday that set me back, pain-wise, several days. What if that hurt something inside me? My belly hurts and itches like crazy.
I'm just a sad sack of poo today.
I want to go somewhere but honestly, I'm afraid to. It's really wet outside and I'm afraid I'll slip and fall. I haven't driven my car yet - what if I can't? What if it hurts too much? What if I get to the store but can't drive myself back? These are the things that scare me.
But the truth is, I MUST go to the store. I'm out of protein drinks and liquid tylenol. I can't stomach the protein drinks that you mix yourself yet. The smell makes me gag. So I must go get some of the pre-mixed ones. And I need tylenol because i HAD A SNEEZING FIT YESTERDAY. Argh.
Well, I think that since I've finished venting, I'll just go have a shower and try to get to the store. :)
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Except...that I'm just kinda blue. The weather is nasty and dreary. My sister had to leave on Sunday, so I'm stuck at home with no one to talk to. I'm worried about getting all my protein in, all my water in, and walking enough. I'm afraid I'm not doing this right. I'm afraid it won't work. I'm afraid it will all have been for nothing.
I had a sneezing fit yesterday that set me back, pain-wise, several days. What if that hurt something inside me? My belly hurts and itches like crazy.
I'm just a sad sack of poo today.
I want to go somewhere but honestly, I'm afraid to. It's really wet outside and I'm afraid I'll slip and fall. I haven't driven my car yet - what if I can't? What if it hurts too much? What if I get to the store but can't drive myself back? These are the things that scare me.
But the truth is, I MUST go to the store. I'm out of protein drinks and liquid tylenol. I can't stomach the protein drinks that you mix yourself yet. The smell makes me gag. So I must go get some of the pre-mixed ones. And I need tylenol because i HAD A SNEEZING FIT YESTERDAY. Argh.
Well, I think that since I've finished venting, I'll just go have a shower and try to get to the store. :)
