"friends"

Nov 06, 2010

 Wow am I ever PISSED.  I posted some new pictures on my facebook page last night that I was proud of... ones of what I look like normal and all dolled up.  My supposedly "best friend" decided it was ok to post that I was vain and that they look nothing like me.  Considering the pictures were taken in the mirror... and yes, my glasses are off, should mean that it is in fact ME!!!  Jealousy rears its ugly head.  This was a day after her comment about how she HATES that I am smaller than her "on top".  A dig aimed towards my insecurity of losing my bust line-  but being incredibly smaller than she.  AND I am smaller than her everywhere... she wears a size 28/30 and I am now comfortably in 24s.  I even weigh less than her.  I was warned that my bigger friends may react like this... but i genuinely thought she cared about me.  She of all people knows how depressed I had been and how far my life has come.  This these types of catty remarks are more than pissing me off, they are making me want to write her off from my entire life.  

Just so you see what I mean, I will repost the pictures in an album on here.  (As well as some newer body shots).

I will not let this set me back... if anything I will push forward and be even thinner than she is.  So stick THAT in your pipe and smoke it.  

"Vain!"  I can't believe she called me that... I have HATED my looks for so long, and I am FINALLY liking what I am looking like and I get that as a public broadcast on my facebook page.  GRRRRRRR.

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