Nicole C.
To the start a healther new begining!
May 14, 2009
So about me. I am 36, married and have 4 kids 3daughers 16,14,10 and 1 son 3. They are my life. I have always had an issue with weight from the begining of my early childhood. I am at my limit with weight gain and fighting the buldge. 2 yrs ago I had reached my heighest weight of 320 lbs after I had my son. I was misarable. Could not believe that I had let myself get over 300lbs. I decided to get busy and joined curves and wieght watchers. Yea, for a awhile anyway. I did lose 40 lbs but I have gained back 20 back and have just given up. I am suppose to lose 15 lbs before surgery and have been following up with my MD and dietitian montly for the 6 months. I only lost 6 lbs 1 month and then regained it last month. I have since gained another 4 lbs and I have to meet with them again in 12 days. Not looking forward to that at all. I know that the last weeks of waiting for my insurance company has been driving me crazy. It is putting me back into eating anything mode. I HATE it. Sometimes I just feel so out of control. And yes, I have read the book"How to control you eating". It was part of my Psych eval. If I don't get an answer soon I am going to just keep doing myself in. I do very well during the day but at night I just can't stop thinking about food. It is really and truly driving me crazy.I have decided what surgery to have. I had thrown out the band because I feel I need something that is drastic. Something that limits me and my food intake but have no idea which surgery is best that. I have to meet with my psycologist tomorrow and I am not looking forward to that. I am sooooo Dr appointment out that I can't stand much more. I keep hopin that I will here a real answer from my inusracne company. Anyway that is where I am in this process. The waiting game. I sure hope it ends soon!
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About Me
Aloha, OR
Location
38.3
BMI
Surgery
08/18/2009
Surgery Date
Oct 09, 2008
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