Psych me out today

May 27, 2014

Today I have my psychologist appointment. And I'm not sure if it's the sinus cold, lack of sleep or list of things I have to get done around here... but it feels like I'm walking into the lion's den or something. I've always had my skeletons... we all do... it has always felt as though I have more than just a closet full... you know.. the closet, the dresser, the pantry, the area under the stairs, the shed... etc etc etc.

I'm not necessarily nervous. At least, not in the traditional sense. I just don't want to be judged. I've made peace with my past and the things I've either done, thought, or that was done to me. I don't want to be judged for THAT. Someone that were to peel back my skull and look into my brain would be shocked and probably ask why I'm not a very screwed up individual.

Maybe I'm the only one that thinks like that, but here's hoping she doesn't judge me for my skeletons, but sees me for who I am.

Wish me luck.

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