supersizeddiva
I think realizations overcome me sometimes
Dec 22, 2009
I think the more i realize i have been on this journey of weight gain and losses I see my own pattern never changing .I mean I lose and at one point I am overwhelmed with my success and then i gain and I am overwhelmed at my failure .I so right now disappointed in me how I have failed at what I know am I am capable of achieving .WLS is in my future and close all I have to do per the doctor is try to lose 50 pounds to get me out that high danger zone .So I know I can do it I mean I weighed 900 pounds and got down to 550 so i know i can kick 50 pounds it is just me in my own self way at this point .I don't do resolutions but I am vowing and praying to get on the straight and narrow 2010 beginning and do me whats needed and wanted .