Sweet2U
WOW!!
Jul 11, 2011
Can you believe it!
Okay the last time I wrote was ummm 2007...and a WHOLE lot has happened since then....
Yes I was in the wedding, it turned out wonderful! Lots of life changes have happened as well. I lost two babies. The first was miscarriage due to not full development and the second was due to my cervix giving out (incompetent cervix) that was 12/19/09. With that happening my DH and I decided to stop trying for children. Looooong and hard decision, but losing Brynae (I held her for 5 1/2 months) took a toll on both of us and especially my body. Its okay tho, I miss the fact that I only got to hold her for that time and my daughter Tierra doesn't have her lil sister. I felt guilty for a long while you know?
During that time, I also decided that I would go ahead and get my cosmetic work done. I work hard too! We purchased the INSANITY dvd work out and its just as it says INSANE! I still had an apron tho soooo after going back and forth, I wound up getting a quote for a tt and ba. I wanted to do it all in one shot so that I won't have to go under so much. I got those 2/24/11!! Im still healing but PS Dr Payne says Im healing faster than most of his patients. He wanted to wait to do lipo on the tummy so that I wouldn't necrose and I have my quote on that! Gonna try to shoot for the next month or so...then I will do the thighs. I do have the quote for both buuuuut Im trying to save money. To do the lipo of the abs and thighs will be too much and I would have to go under, paying the anesth. RIGHT! LOL Plastics isn't cheap at all, but I would rather go ahead and do separate at a discount than go under.
I can't believe its been fraggin 6 years! Ive maintained too! I wanna be at 160, not at 140 like BMI says b/c if I was I would be nothing but bones. Theres nothing wrong w/curves! Im just wanting to be healthy right now weight was the first thing, now its the stress Im dealing with. Its causing me to have hbp. I did inherit that, but for the most part, it started in Jan of this year. Even when I was pregnant my bp was perfect. All the stress with school and the recent death of my mother would kinda put things outta wack. I was on edge at first b/c of the surgery, but my moms health was failing then. I had ps then school and her health? Yup, it was pretty stressful! I had to withdraw from my semester when my mother died 5/3/11. Its been pretty rough dealing with the financial burden of it and just the shock of it all. When we finally got a bead on what was goin on w/her in March of this year, she was gone in May. I hate the process that loss puts you through, but its needed. And as soon as everything calms down I should be off the meds...
Good luck to you lucky folks getting on your journey, it may not start off as fast as mine did, but its worth it!
