I REFER TO DECEMBER 25TH 2011

Dec 24, 2011

As My last fat Christmas.  My surgery is 3 weeks away. I cant tell you how excited I am.  Yes there are times I get scared.  I have had my moments of breaking down and crying.   BUT Then I think of how different things may be next year.  I try to imagine how much smaller and healthier I will be. 

I hated getting ready Christmas Eve to go to our family celebration. Nothing fits.  I don't like most of my clothes.  I have to wear what fits not what I like.  Right now I am wearing a very tight size 32.  By next Christmas I am hoping to wear a hot red number for Christmas eve gathering 2012.  I look forward to wearing heels again,

I have started telling the rest of my family about my surgery.  I knew I had a great family.  But as I told them I cant tell you all the support I received.  I know there as excited for me as I am.  I am looking forward to all the wonderful changes that are coming my way.  Is it going to easy HELL NO.  But with all the support I have I can do this.  My Husband and daughter along with my Mom brother sister brotherinlaw,  Now my cousins I cant go wrong, 

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