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well, its been so long since i posted but here goes. i have done wonderful and could not ask for more. recently i have gained a few pounds but its because of stress. too much drama = not good for the body. continue to do my best daily but could actually start to exercise regularly. if my damn job wasn't so strenuous that would be alto easier! i hope to lose that few pounds by tracking daily, being acountable and moving more. we shall see!

well, went to see the surgeon again and again he had to burn the funky skin around what is left of my incision. It sure is taking its good old time healing. I am very lucky to not have had any major infections or complications thus far.
 
I cannot for the life of me slow down how fast I am eating. I am not eating alot, just to fast. I guess it will be a hard lesson learned, my stomach is paying for it.I have lost 67 lbs according to my highest weight, and am extremely happy about it.
I put on a size 18/20 shirt today and almost fell over. Is this real?

well, feeling better. went to see the surgeon and he had to burn my incision closed. had a slite infection of my seroma, so he pushed and poked (ouch) and drained most of the stinky stuff out. not my best day but better than before.

well, rite know i am 6 days out and i hate it. its not the need for food. i have my chicken broth. i feel like change is coming and it scares me. i dont want to change. i like me. i wamt things to be like they always were. i love my husband and kids. i dont want any health issues to arise and me cause them heartache. i was so stupid and ignorant for doing this. i wish i could take it back.