24 days until the first day of my life..

Mar 26, 2012

I am really starting to get anxious. This has been such a long process for me..I've been asking my doctor to refer me for almost 8 years now and it's finally happening.
My surgery date is April 19th, 2012 and just 24 short days away. I am so ready to go in and start my journey. I have been trying to imagine how much weight I may lose, or how I will look once I reach my goal but I can't even begin to picture life without this weight. It's almost scary when I really think about it..I will be without my barrier, my wall that I've done so well building upon all of these years.
My doctor set a goal of 180lbs. post op for me. I told my husband that if I can get down to 170lbs. that he has to buy me a tummy tuck and boobs. lol. I think that's fair.
Off to do some busy work around the house..it seems when I sit my mind gets going and won't stop running through a million post op scenarios.

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