teresajane
The days are going so fast
May 23, 2009
Well I am sitting here thinking about how I got in this position to start with .Mad at myself for having to have this surgery , I know that it is my only option , I have so many feelings boxed up inside of me right now . And it pains me to know that I have got to be obese . I hate to buy clothes or go to outings . I look for reasons to stay at home . I am ashamed of myself . Somewhere down the line I have lost myself .I know that I am not the same happy , funny person that I once was . I hope to find myself again someday soon . And this is the only way ,. I know that without the people on this forum I would have never been brave enough to make this decision . I am truly inspired by every ones stories .
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About Me
High Point, NC
Location
20.8
BMI
Surgery
05/28/2009
Surgery Date
May 02, 2009
Member Since
