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THERE ARE SOME MOMENTS THAT ARE MORE MEMORABLE THAN OTHERS.. I THINK THE ONE THING THAT EXCITED ME TH MOST ABOUT THIS WHOLE JOURNEY WAS WHEN I ACTUALLY SAW THAT THERE WAS A MUSCLE IN MY STOMACH.. I WAS SO EXCITED.. I ASKED MY HUSBAND "CAN YOU SEE IT OR IS IT JUST MY IMAGINATION?" HE SAID IT WAS THERE.. LOL..  I WILL NEVER BE SUPER MODEL MATERIAL BUT  I AM NOT HALF BAD..LOL I CAN FINALLY SAY I LOVE ME.. SOMEONE TOLD ME ONCE THAT I WAS OBSESSED WITH LOSING WEIGHT.. THEY WERE WRONG.. I AM OBSESSED WITH NOT GAINING IT BACK.  I NEVER WANT TO BE THAT PERSON AGAIN. I WAS MISERABLE..

I was never heavy growing up.. I married men that treated me less than I was worth and the result of that led to my obesity.. I felt I was worth nothing.. I allowed myself to be treated this way. I have learned that people will do to you what we allow them to. I also learned that I am in control of me. I will never again let a man or my weight control me. I married a wonderful man march of 2008.. He married me and loved me when I was fat and he loves me just as much today even though there is not as much to love.He is my angel. I love you Bobby.