tknow1978
December
Dec 23, 2010
Ht: 5'7"12/02/10 Wt: 201.8
12/09/10 200.2
12/16/10 195.4
12/23/10 192.2
Well my weight loss seems to be picking back up these past couple weeks. I never cease to be amazed. I keep expecting for the weight loss to stop but it keeps on coming. I'm so happy and relieved.
I couldn't believe what I did a couple days ago. After hearing other people tell similar stories I had thought that wont happen to me. Well I pulled my clothes out of the dryer and immediately thought the jeans had shrunk and that they were going to be too small to wear. Then I remembered that others had recounted similar strories on OH and I laughed at myself. I walk down the halls at work and sometimes in the aisles of the store and people I know well do not recognize me. And sometimes people I knew long ago do recognize me, which was not the case 100 lbs ago. My back is still improving it seems. I was still having spasms and losing control of my legs at times over the past months, but that hasn't happened over the past few weeks. which is the longest i've gone w/o that happening.
I don't want to gain weight back in the future. It's the scarriest part of this whole thing. I know it's a real possibility, so I try to make these changes permanent. When I see people I know who have gained some of their weight back post WLS, it is a reality check for me that seems to make me even more determined to not do that. I don't think poorly of people who have gained back weight, because God knows I obviously had a problem keeping weight off too. I just don't want to be in pain with my back and I think that is the biggest motivation for me to keep the weight off. I can't go back there. I hate to dwell in negativity when this is not even an issue yet. But lets be real, I guess we will all fight regain at some point.
I must go enjoy the christmas season now.
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About Me
Pensacola, FL
Location
45.6
BMI
Surgery
06/03/2010
Surgery Date
Dec 28, 2008
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