toniann h.

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so hello everyone its been a while since i logged on here and im doing wonderful!  i now weigh 260 as of today =] im only 6 pounds from losing 100 pounds =] i go to the gym every week =] i havnt been this happy in for ever =]

well im doing good i posted new pics i lost 75 pounds all together maybe more by now! i havnt weighed my self in a month lol ummm im doing great tho very active if u have any ???? hit me up =]

it will be 3 months on the 1st and i have lost 67 pounds!!!!!! i now weigh 288 and i feel great! so much energy and not lazy and can acually move more sleep more do things i havent done in forever! im so happy now my next goal is to go to school and........find love.........been more depressed about that for a long time now i was seeing some one but he dont wanna be with me and he found some one else......fuckem! ima look better but i can deff pull men! lol but there just not lookin for what im lookin for so u kn ow what I STOPPED LOOKING! let them come to me lol anyways i was 354 now 288 and i feel wonderful! sorry i havnt been on but i been OUT lol hit me up!

why am i so disappointed that im not seeing my weight come off yet like im gettiing mad and sad and my scale is off the wall it keeps goign up and down and i know there is no way im gaining weight i walk and eat the right things every day! like wtf! and on top of that i have to call the doctor becuz i mean my insicion is lookikng great healed and stuff but there is one little hole n its almost the size of a end of a Q tip and im worried is that normal or not cuz the stuff still comes out but not a lot no more i just use a bandaid to cover it now but is that normal?


i mean did any one feel this way befor? ya know with the worried possibilty of feeling like ur not loseing any more and i walk every day and do what im supposd to but im not seeing results like in the beginning, im at the stage where i can eat low fat cottage cheese and low fat cheese and lunch meat ham and turkey with is 98% fat free and no suger and cream of chicken soups and stuff like i AM  allowed to have all that and i just dont feel like im getting full quik enough any more ughhh this is stressing me out like something terrible i take like a spoon full of cottage cheese like every hour i just need to get out i think i keep eatting again when im bored i need to preoccupie my time i guess plz some one calm me down and tell me they might have went thru this!!!

I went to see the surgeon and of course he had an emergency surgery so i waited and the nurse Dawn who ismy favorite from dr. slotmans office took me and took out my staples and it didnt hurt at all! and now im patched up so all together i have lost 27 pounds in 2 in a half weeks monday will be 3 weeks and i now weigh 323 witch is a big diff considering i was 354!  its tough work but i walk once or twice a day and have beendoing it for 4 days cuz i now started feeling better and energized! for some reason! and i dont feel lazy! anyways so i had to let every one know how my first doc visite was after surgery and i see him in 3 weeks =] hopefully ill lose more =] and hopefully ill be able to see it like every one else that im losing =] leave love girls =] i love comments =]  any ?'s just ask =]

today i was perfectly fine and then i ate scrambled eggs and pureed them and now im a lil dizzy my belly hurts i feel nauseated and its sooo unconfortable =[ and like fatigue does it go away what should i do!?

So let me tell you how much my day went perfect well i kinda woke up late at like 2pm lol i woke up took my meds and then a lil while later my brother came over and i put in my laundry and then acually took a walk to the store and then walked to my grandmoms and then back to my house and then back to my grandma house lol a lotta walking and u know what!!!!! it felt great!!!! i loved it! and then my babe called me and he was here at my house and then me and my brother and him drive to the store and were in walgreens and im looking around and u know how they have the easter stuff out well i was like awww i love this stuffed hello kitty with a heart and then i walked away and went to cash out and go out side and well im on the phone out side and i i seen my brother was hiding something in a bag and went to the trunk and babe put it in the trunk and i kinda was lke hmmmm lol haha  then we take my brother home and then to go see my friend missy for a lil bit then home he came in and he gave it to me im like awwwww =] i was sooooo happy!!!!! and then we cuddled up on the couch and watched spartacus then had an amazing kiss and then he had to go home he had work in the morning! ughhh was the best night of my life 

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Ok so yesterday was the most painful day of my life.....i realized the white band that ur supposed to where was really hurting me so i took it off for a few hours n i wasnt in THAT much pain i only take it off when im at home when i go out i wear it, so anyways all day i was in pain and wouldnt move then i felt a lil better my friend came over and i had to get out so i took a ride to north jersey with her witch was like 2 hours acualy 3 cuz we kinda got a lil lost lol but it was fun and i wasnt in much pain so now today im feeling sooooo much better and i cleaned today not doing to much tho i had an amazing night with the love of my life...woke up and cleaned im a lil tired cuz i didnt get much sleep lol hehe wink wink but ummm i lost another 2 pounds im so happy and yesterday my friend hasnt seen me in 2 weeks and she was like wow toniann u can deff see it im like realli omg im soooo happy ughhhh those words made me feel like a million bucks lol anyways so thats the start of my day and hopefully itll end good to lol =]]]]]]]]

so i went in surgery weighing 353 now its day 12 and i am now 338 i am so happy i could cry but it just sucks i cant see it yet i mean but i am a big girl n i guess its gonna take a while until i acually see it come on lol but ive been trying

my incision is still hurting but just the cut part! ughhh its at the point where its draining and hurting! MAKE SURE YOU CLEAN IT EVERY DAY cuz its gonna be nasty! but im so proud of my self!! wish me luck!!

so i have been doing wonderful!!!! i lost 7 pounds =] but 2 weeks be for my surgery i was 360 and now i am 347!!!! i go to the doc in 2 weeks and im sooo excited! now i can sleep better my insides are feeling better i can cough n laugh with out hurting! yay! lol im so glad i got this done but it is a journey! and im excited for the ride! haha not to be on a perverting side but its been a week and 2 days and i had sex for the first time time since my surgery and it went great! you can have sex only when ur up to it and dont strain ur self do it on ur side u dont hurt ur self =] let him do the work  lol anyways ummm

i have spoken to one of my friends mom who had it done and it was by my same surgeon witch is great and she gave me a lotta tips and stuff and to make sure u follow what u have to do =] your deff gonna be lots of support and i think the meds kinda get u emotional lol some what but anyways yea 2 weeks babii i cant wait til i shed more off! =]