Toni, I am so happy that you have a surgery date for September 4th. I just want you to know, that I went through all the things you are going through right now, before my surgery and what have posted on this site, except, for the fact that I was never "normal" LOL. Seriously speaking, hang in there and keep thinking positive. You are almost there because it is your turn now to start a "new beginning." I am so ecstatic for you that you will be on the other side soon!! Toni, I will keep you in my thoughts and prayers that you have a safe surgery and a healthy recovery, so you can still keep doing your "Happy Dance." Yipeee!!~~~Irene~~~