Time flies

Dec 11, 2009

Wow time sure has flown by. I thought this process would take forever and now here I am on day 4 of the liquid diet. Surgery is scheduled for the 22nd. Can't wait. I'll just be happy to be off this stupid diet. It's not the food I am missing it's the gas and diarhea that is bothering me. I wasn't warned about this! Have pretty much gotten over the hunger feeling and am doing good. Have lost 3lbs so far. Surprises me with as much water I am drinking.

Have been very moody and God Bless my family for putting up with me!! I did quit smoking for this too. So alot to be grumpy about right now... I just keep telling my self it's worth it and I will be happier and healthier.

Wish I had someone to talk with who understood what I was going thru. Family can only understand so much. Please email me if you want to chat. [email protected].

Feel bad about Christmas and me kind of ruining it for everyone this year. This is my baby's 1st Christmas. But next year will be awesome!! I just feel that the baby will be older next yr so it will be a better Christmas. He won't even understand this year. The older kids will be going to their dad's and come home after. Hopefully I will be into celebrating with them. It's been a tuff year and they deserve alot but still am not caught up enough to give them everything I want to give them. Yes, I want to be able to spoil my kids lol! Who doesn't?! 

Will write more later when I have time!

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