Trudy B

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I really should post more.  Holy it ihas been nearly 7 months since I had surgery.  I have lost 111 lbs to date.  Yipee for me!!
I fit in a size 22 jeans I can fit a large top but xl feels better.  I hate my "bat wings" I hate that I can't get warm but other then that Things are GREAT!! I fit into one seat on the bus YIPEE!! I have better clothes to choose from UH HU!! Odd thing Is thta people who didn't give a damn before now will double back to talk to us.  Sad and odd all the same time.  I am nice cuz I feel I must represent God the best way I can but I know that if these were people they would of given a damn before surgery not waiting till we looked so good.  I now go to the gym not as much as I would like.  Being a mom takes priority and sometimes life makes it hard to go.  My husband gets to go lots more.  Speaking of husbands life is much better between my husband and I these days.  I have to say intamacy is far better now that I am skinnier.  Yep I will talk about anything.  If you want to know anything just ask I will tell you. 

I am still waiting but this time I am waiting for a opening as soon as there is an open surgery date and I come up on the list I am good to go.  YAH. 
I can't wait.  I am working on dieting not going as good as I should. 

Heard Great news today I found out today that the clinic I am going to is FINALLY COE approved.  They are waiting for the certificate to come in the Mail as we speak.  THANK GOD>  Anyway they are NOW going through to see who has been waiting the longest because they are going first. 
I am not sure who is still a head of me.  I know for sure there was one guy many who were a head of me have gone on to have it in the cities.  So I am hoping that list a head of me is rather short.  I know that one guy who is before me has been waiting a year and half longer.  Then My hubby and I.  I just can't wait for this to all be over. 
To hear such great news sent me into tears.  It is like I am waiting to recieve an organ.  I have been waiting my whole life for it.  To know in a week I give it three tops I will have a date as to when I am getting my organ.  Is more over welming then I can put into words.  I am so happy.  Thank God. 
I have gained some 32 pounds in my year and half wait to finally be done and in antisipation that I will Ever so soon get a call I am starting my liquid diet now.  I also have to get moving.  It is hard to start this process yet again because the several times I did it ended up in sadness and heartbreak hopefully this will be the last time. 

Good news I am insurance approved but if my clinic does not get it's COE (center of excellence) by October it will mean NOTHING.  So pray that it comes in.. As soon as it gets here I am good to go.  Yah.  
For those who are wondering where I have been I am on Youtube.  I have found an awsome communty of people who offer me tons right now as I am waiting.  If you want to see... Go to youtube and type in RNY blog, or just type in tru2deheart you will find my smiling face...

Man I have been so bad.  I have eaten things I shouldn't have.  LIKE: Mcdonalds, Gyros with onion rings, and donuts  Now I have gained  9 pounds.   I know that is horible.  I can't believe I did that either so today I am trying to do better.  I am trying. 

Easter was good but I ate way to much.  Luckily it only put on a few extra pounds and the next day it was back on the wagon.  I lost another set of pounds I am down 8 lbs since I started posting on here again.  I am happy again. 

I showed my husband this site and he ended up posting on a guy forum but didn't realize when he did it that it was under my name.  Anyway I ended up getting slammed by a bunch of guys that called me a dude?  That I was ugly ect.  How rude?  Not at all nice. 

Ate a hard boiled egg for breakfast and now on my protien shake snack.  I had some rice for a snack that my husband made.  for snack I ended up buying an egg with recies peanut butter candies I gave two away and ate the rest.  I had some fruit for snack then my husband made noodles for dinner I should not have eaten them because they did not at all taste well. I had some fruit for my evening snack not so good well there is always tomorrow. 

The last few days I have slept in so I have not kept to the schedual as well as I had probaby because I was being to fridged I think as long as I eat when I get up and then  every two hours I should be fine as long as I get all six meals in.  Though the schedual makes it easier.

Went to church one of my friends there want to have the lap band I hope it works for her.  I just feel the RNY is for me.  I have made a few new friends here on OH.  Which has been tons of help.  I look forward to watching them trasform.  I can't wait till I can. 

I have been practicing for if I get to have surgery.  I have been sipping and eating when I am supposed to quanity is still a problem but I am still working on it.  I have also been exercising my heart so I can have better chances of surviving the whole ordeal.  I just hope that the clinic gets their COE because I don't know for how long without the tool I can do this for. 

It won't be until May 2nd until I find out if I have moved another step forward to be able to have surgery.  I have been waiting for the clinic I go to, to get their COE (center of excellence) It is required by my insurance.  From there I have learned that it will also a wait because one of the doctors that does the surgery is out on medical leave.  So they are backed up for that reason. I am filled with hope for that reason I have been doing everything that will be expected I am learning to sip to eat the 6 required meals on schedual both are not easy mind you for they are foren classes to me.  But I will get there.  I just pray every day that the center gets their COE this time I could not bear to wait yet another year.