TrudyL
This is my story.
I used to ride horses for recreational fun. I used to love riding my bike from one city to another with no problems, other than a sunburn. I used to like to swim. I used to love to dance. I used to wear dresses/skirts all the time and get "made up". My mother used to ask me where I was going all the time because I was always "getting ready". I used to be bubbly and flirty and fun. I used to be happy.
Now, my plan is to get back to who I used to be. I have been so disappointed with myself for over 10+ years. I always felt that I let people down, that they seen me as a failure. Especially after having my kids. People started to say that I look so serious even though I wasn't feeling serious. Deep down inside I was really there but couldn't show it through this body. I was still the same person inside but people were having a hard time seeing her. And so was I.
My plan now is to get back to horseback riding, riding a bike, enjoy swimming, dance like I used to and to try ziplining. My plan now is to take back my life. My plan now is to take control and make the necessary decisions that don't come lightly. My plan now is to be happy.
