Twistedscorpioo
Hi there... I'm Toni. I'm 24 and have a son that is almost 6 years old! I have been a member of this site since 2003 but just returned after 3 years of ignoring my problem. I have set up for surgery 2 times so far and have chickened out each time. I have never had stitches, surgery or anything. (labor is the only time i've ever slept at a hospital)
So, I'm soo soo scared and nervous to have the surgery. I dont have any friends yet, but I am going to keep this as my own personal thoughts for now I guess! :) God, I need to do this to be there for Ethan, pleaseee give me the strength.