Exes make me sick :-P

Aug 22, 2011

In case you missed it the colon and P face is vomit spewing from my mouth. Well yesterday I finally pulled my out of the rut i was in after my breakup. Well I dated this guy for seven years and we've been on and off but mostly off that entire time. After catching the exchange of phone numbers with another women, I had the nerve to tell him I dont want to try and work out whatever could be salvaged of our relationship. So that happened a few weeks ago and then a few days later he'd call and tell me whats wrong with our relationship and what I needed to do to fix it. Well this ordeal has happened at least 4 times in the past 4 months and frankly i'm tired of it. He waits until I've been gone just long enough and then swoops in and craps all over any of my efforts to ditch him and his memory. Sound like a typical break-up right...wrong! I'm so stressed and anxious that I can barely keep any food down. I am working overtime to get all the processes done related to submission of my claim to Anthem and to add his constant jerking me around is unbearable. I just dont know what to do. This is one of the most obnoxious and rude, self centered men I've ever met and yet has absolutely nothing to offer anyone. He doesn't work, he doesn't want to, he doesn't have a car, he wants to use my car, he has no goals and no future. But somewhere in my early twenties I fell for him, "the badboy". Its truly pathetic and I don't know which trumps the other...the fact that I am associated with such a loser or the fact that he is such a loser. I dont know but whatever it is it's toxic and needs to be irradicated.
Ugh so annoyed

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