well i am still feeling bad!!!!

Jul 13, 2009

I AM STILLS STRESSING, AM I DOING THE RIGHT THING? I AM SO SCARED, I JUST WONT TO BE HAPPY IN LIFE! IS THAT A CRIME, I FEEL LIKE I AM CHEATING IN A WAY. I FEEL LIKE I AM TAKING A EASY WAY OUT, LIKE I WONT BE LOOKED AT AS REALLY LOSING THE WEIGHT , JUST SOME ONE WHO WAS TO LAZY TO DO IT ON THEIR OWN. I HAVE HEARD PEOPLE TALKING ABOUT THE SURGERY LIKE THAT. I AM JUST TO STRESSED I GUESS. I AM JUST READY TO GET IT DONE BEFORE I CHANGE MY MIND, I AM COUNTING DOWN THE DAYS NOW. ALL THE MESSAGES YALL LEAVE ME IS SO HEART WARMING, I JUST SIT HERE AND READ AND CRY, AND READ AND CRY, I JUST LOVE TO HERE HOW I AM NOT THE ONLY ONE FEELING THIS WAY. WELL THANK YALL AND I WILL POST AGAIN SOON...

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