Penny (Brooks) Shaw

Send Message

Block

Add Friend

Its been a long time since I've posted. So much in my life has changed, some good, some bad. They say this surgery changes people in many ways. But, I never imagined it would destroy my relationship, my marriage."It's over, I don't love you anymore." is his exact words. And POOF, he was gone. A decade of memories, laughs, are all gone. Its hard picking up the pieces of your life when your so used to being married. I hate being and feeling alone. However, it has been slimming for my weight. I gained back 40lbs a few years ago, which took me back up to 340lbs. I'm now 295 give or take five pounds. My mother had a mini stroke a few weeks ago and tmrw she has brain surgery. I just wanted to post since it's been years.

P

Wow, its been a while. I have weighed in at 308 today. Holy Moly how could I let this happen.  I am now back on track almost starting back to the begining. I have gone back to the protein shakes, suga-free Jello etc.  No Sugar-No Carbs is my new phase.  Now to keep that faith!!

I have been eating my way back to failure and I will not let this happen. I have been eating more than enuf Sugar to keep me sick and enuf carbs to pack the pounds.

So, keep me in your thoughts

weight gone wild