Waiting to wither away...

May 10, 2010

Soooo I am sitting at home, alone for the first time since my Roux-en-Y four days ago. I feel like I am waiting for something. I am waiting for 15 minutes to pass so I can drink an ounce of liquid. I am waiting to feel tired so I can take a nap. I am waiting for it to hurt so I can take some pain medication. I am waiting to weigh myself and see if I have lost another pound. I am waiting for my family to return home from work and school. I am waiting to take another shower. I am waiting for the dryer to buzz. I am waiting for the phone to ring. I am waiting for payday. I am waiting four weeks to return to work. I am waiting two weeks until my next doctor's appointment. I am waiting to look different. I am waiting to feel different.

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