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Am I alone?
Jan 28, 2009
I still have a huge strugle to loose and not gain. I know I am addicted to food and have know idea how to control my eating. I have lost about 80 pounds since my sergery Nov, 30 2007. In January 2006 I weighed 347 pounds, I now weigh 200. I have not lost or gained any weight since July 2007. I just got so tired of watching every bite of food. I'm still careful but realy need to get back on track. I just don't know if it is worth it. I would like to loose 40 to 50 more pounds. I do not excerise and know I MUST! I have a hernaed disk so I am so scared I will hurt my back again. I am so fustrated with this strugle and can't believe I am still not at my goal. I see that others have lost twice what I have. I feel like such a looser that I didn't loose more by now. Now I feel like I have failed it is hard to get the enthueasm back. I also feel I look so much older since I have lost the weight, so many wrikles and hanging skin. I hate that I let myself get that fat,even now at a size 16 I feel like I am still a 32. I think I am the only one who is going through this. Am I realy Alone in this?
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