433 starting weight. 6 1/2 months post of lost 116 lbs. not enough
Oh girl... I am noticing it now! My tummy is nasty! My thighs are nasty! My arms are nasty! BUT!! We gotta look on the bright side- it used to be filled with fat, now its emptying and it'll be gone soon
I slather on my firming lotion religiously... I don't know if it firms or anything, but it has glitter in it and makes my skin super soft and silky- my skin has NEVER been soft and silky!
My menu sucks! For the past couple of weeks I haven't eaten much of anything nor drink and ended up getting myself sick!
Now I've decided to take control again. I am scared to death of over eating... cuz I feel like I'm stuffing my face. I eat protein bars, drink protein shakes, eggs are a part of my menu as well as chicken. I have such a bland diet lol! I eat yogurt too. Yesterday I ate a beef patty from Jack in the Box with a slice of cheese on it- it was heaven.
Thanks alot for the compliment. I am so scared of gaining back my weight I'm constantly weighing myself lol. I allow for a three pound difference from am to pm as I've found my body gains roughly 3 pounds throughout the day and then loses it at night, I know freaky! Anything over that and I get super scared, I think that is why I didnt eat. I forget to eat too. I have to constantly tell myself to eat, to drink, to take my vitamins... ugh that's another thing I SUCK at! If they're not in plain view I don't take them. Ugh. BUT, I'm changing this pattern. LOL, I'm taking control again and you can too!
We cannot be scared.... I think we can be a bit weary, but we have to take the bull by the horns and make sure we continue doing this for ourselves.... to be healthy. Honestly, if I didn't lose another pound, I'd be amazingly happy with my success. But I do want to hit goal, I wanna be that cute skinny thing everyone fawns over. I never thought I'd want that... but the vain chick in me wants people to look at me and go wow, she's hot lol! I know, crazy!.
Ok, I'm rambling.... I'm sure you didn't want all that info, but if you wanna chit chat, just email me or whatever. You're doing awesome Norma..... keep it up!
Jaci





