hello amber
Jacie, I totally went through the exact same thing. It is so hard to watch everyone's successes when you are stuck in limbo. I too stayed away from the boards from time to time. It's not that I wasn't happy for the others, but I felt like 'what is wrong with me that I keep getting over looked, pushed back, or denied by insurance'? What we go through is extremely frustrating, emotionally and physically. Never give up! Don't give up the dream of having a healthy and fullfilling life!
Huggs,
Ruth

