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Its amazing how much you've lost and how far you've come. Its as though having some success already is an anti climax. Where is the mental push to the next level?
About two weeks back I had chips and oreos. This week its single serving tubs of pringles. I make sure I do double the calories in additional exercise burn when I stray. I've started adding some leeway by burning the calories first then indulging. I'm trying not to let this set me back from reaching goal on time.
It was always hard but its getting even harder. I thought getting accustomed to this would ease the struggle some. Eventully become second nature. It only seems to increase in difficulty. I'm just not hitting my stride.
Everything tempts me now. Television is torture. I don't even eat cheese yet pizza commercials are making me crazy.

A lot of us Feb 2009'ers are in range, having lost half of what we wanted to loose or more. I had 15.8 lbs to go but that was increased to 28.8 lbs as my goal was lowered.
I know its irrational but the added 13 lbs scare the **** out of me. Friends on another board suggested I think of it in increments. I need to loose 7.2 lbs per month, less than 2 lbs per week to hit my target for my 02/04/2010 annual follow up. I can do this, can't I? I know I can and I know I must.
Its really messing with my head. I find myself tempted by things that did not bother me before. Things I haven't eaten in years pre wls. Is anyone else fighting self sabatage?
Except for some mystery water retention I am loosing better than I have at any time since wls. My body water is up 7 lbs yet the scale is up only 3 lbs which should mean an estimated 4 lb fat loss under it all.
Is anyone else obsessing?
MSW Roux-En-Y Gastric Bypass: Eat sensibly & enjoy moderation
Links: Are you a compulsive eater? for help OA meets on-line Keep Coming Back, One Day At a Time Overeaters Anonymous
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V'N MY RNY. WORKING FOR ME BECAUSE I WORK FOR IT.

My goal was lowered to 140 lbs, bmi 24.0. An extra 13 lbs to go and I was just over 15 lbs from goal. I'm glad however. In the long run with the potential for regain always with us, I'll have 10 lbs or so of play to stay in the normal range.
MSW Roux-En-Y Gastric Bypass: Eat sensibly & enjoy moderation
Links: Are you a compulsive eater? for help OA meets on-line Keep Coming Back, One Day At a Time Overeaters Anonymous
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V'N MY RNY. WORKING FOR ME BECAUSE I WORK FOR IT.
Mixing it up keeps the body guessing and makes my wl more predictable. Before doing this I could calculate a 2 lb loss for the week and gain instead. I've been slow from the start but I find having high and low calorie/ carbohydrate days helps. Yesterday 1475 calories, today about 1225. My exercise burn each day, 1450-1800 calories.
MSW Roux-En-Y Gastric Bypass: Eat sensibly & enjoy moderation
Links: Are you a compulsive eater? for help OA meets on-line Keep Coming Back, One Day At a Time Overeaters Anonymous
L
V'N MY RNY. WORKING FOR ME BECAUSE I WORK FOR IT.

Wish you all the best
Cathy
You look so beautiful! I can't believe it's been 7 months for most of us. I've lost 90lbs and I'm feeling great. I am no longer a diabetic, and I exercise 6 days a week now. I'm trying to reach the 140's too! I am so happy, and I feel healthy!

Cathy