Happy Girl
As I was rolling down the road in my truck belting out Happy Girl along with Martina McBride, I realized that I really am a happy girl. Last night I had a first date with a decent enough guy and never once wondered if I looked fat. Didn't care because I'm on my way to Skinnyville.
I thought about how proud I am of myself that I fought like hell to get this surgery and am doing my best to stick to the program and be successful. As a reward, I bought myself a diamond ring and earrings. Not something I would normally do, but I thought I'd start treating myself better. It's a size 7 and the salesman asked if I wanted to get it sized larger. "Nope, it'll fit soon enough." He had this "sure it will" look on his face. Guess what? I DIDN'T CARE.
On the way home I started thinking about the Marchers. We've got to start giving ourselves pats on the back. Congratulate ourselves for our decisions to be healthier people. Recognize that we have taken a very powerful and positive step to take back our lives and be the best we can be. I am so proud of each and every one of you because you took a courageous step. I've grown from being here and am grateful that you all continue to be here.
Hugs,
Connie
Yeay Happy Girl! You go girl!!! You know I am right there with you. Before surgery I never wanted to get out of my car for anything even to pump my gas (of course I had too) but I always felt so bad and self concious. The other day I stopped to get gas and didnt think twice about getting out of the car and what people thought because I KNEW that I NOW FINALLY had nothing to be ashamed of no personal secrets that I cant do a diet. I know knew that hey! here I am and Im not going to always look this way so think what you want because Im on a roll!!! Isnt it a great feeling to finally be rid of that ...diet failure guilt?... I know that was a big thing for me. Now Im not scared about what people are thinking of me. We are going to succeed!!! Yay us!!
Best wishes everyone!
Elizabeth M
