I have a date!!!
and I feel real fortunate to get this opportunity. I am so excited but also have so much apprehension....not really about the decision to have the surgery but about all the other things: the epidural, the tubes and stuff....I don't mind needles too much but I work myself into such a nervous state before any type of medical procedure that I make myself sick.
Bottom line...I must get it done to give me the ability to prolong my life. I know it is all up to me once the surgery is over.
