yeeeehaaaaaaaaaw I have a consultation date!
I called St. V today and got a consult set up with Dr. Huse on Tuesday June 5th! First Baby Step taken! I know I have a long road to hoe...but I really feel like I have started plowing...I am soooooooooo excited...didn't think I would get an appt. this soon.
Lord, keep me in your will so I won't be in your way. 
"His eye is on the sparrow, and I know he watches me..."