Exited for surgeries tomorrow!
Thanks so much for the big HUGS. I am a lot of different emotions rolled into one big ball. I am scared because I am afraid that this will fail or I will fail at my attempt. I am nervous only because I would like to just be a bouncy ball and be ready to walk walk walk without any discomfort. I know this is not going to happen though. And then lastly I am doubting if this is even the wisest decision even though I know it is the only thing that will help me achieve my goal in life and that is to regain a healthy life without a medicine cabinet 2 times a day. I was telling my husband a couple of hours ago that I thought it was a good thing regaining about 4-5 pounds. I have attempted my lifestyle change and managed to lose about 25 pounds now. I had lost about 30 at the beginning of last week. Well I don't know what happened it could be some water gain because I had salty ham a couple days ago and my feet are a little more swollen the last few days but I managed to pick up about 4 pounds again. Not much and I have not given in to the head issues and blow what I have been attempting to do. I am scared and am afraid I will be the 1st and only one to follow what they tell me to do because I know I can make those lifestyle changes and still not lose any weight that will eventually give me the freedom from health issues that have me chained to all my medicines daily.
Just want ya to know my thoughts and prayers will be with you tomorrow on your "rebirth-day"!
Huggggggggggggggs all the way around!

