I'm back and B*TCHin'

That is pretty sad! It is amazing how many girls will change teams or quit all together due to a bad coach. He kinda sounds like my boss!!

Well, they took all my fill out and since then I have gained 7 lbs.  That really f-ing ****** me off!!!  I dont know what they thought would happen????  I have been eating myself stupid on salads and exercising every day (which when i was filled never happened) and I gain weight.  Now I am waiting to hear back if insurance will pay for a different band and I guess they dont feel the need to call me back because no one called yesterday and my case worker is off today.  Must be nice to have a 4 day work week. Speaking of work.... why is it just because no one else does my job or really even understands what it is I do they think I dont do anything and therefore have time to do all the bull**** stuff that other people dont have time for either????  My job is a full time position.  That means it is a full time job people!!! Guess that's it for now but I may be back.  It is early yet and my co worker who never shuts the F up is rattling on and on and on and.......

I don't have a b*tch yet.. yet being the key word here.. my work day is not done..  but i'm sure glad you see you on here today Bette..

Where to start !
My son was diagnosed 4 months ago  with bi-polar he has bad episodes with self abuse ! so he got help .got put on meds and was doing very well. he works but can only handle so many hours doesn't  make much.
he tries so hard though. He has a 8 month old baby and they are living here with me. he cant afford a place of his own and his girlfriend is the laziest thing on earth yes she is here with me too. Can i say eat, sleep, computer ! Trying to get her to get a job to help out  but NOPE.. she says she is looking but i have not seen her once call or go out or even look in a paper or on computer. any way  my son lost his insurance through work because you have to have so many hours per quarter to keep it  and he was in hospital for 2 weeks when he went to get help which put him under the required amount.. and even with  it between his premium and dr and med copays he has nothing left. but he needs these to make it through the days. and now cant afford the medicine . he makes too much money according to our great government to get any type of help. hmm 22 hours at 9 an hour = too much money. i cant afford them ..he takes 4 and they run any where from 200 to 400 dollars a piece.I am at such a loss here i think I am going to have a breakdown! but i cant LOL who would take care of them??? Disability you say??? NOPE he was denied but i'm still working on that.  He is also starting to get back to where he was  not being on his meds :( OK thats my rant for the day  thank you for listening.! michelle

Love my husband but he's so conservative.  Not that I'm way out there, but I got a tattoo 2 years ago (much to his dismay, although he said do whatever you want) and now I want another one, smallish on my shoulder blade and he says NO.  I will not go against his wishes, but for crying out loud I am going to be 40 this year and I think if I want another tat, I shouldn't have to get his permission.  RIGHT?  Well, in order to keep peace that's basically what I am doing!!  I don't have piercings, I don't have outlandish tats all over my body, just one on my calf and I don't wear crazy things have crazy hair or act bizarre.  SO CHILL and say "do whatever you want" so I can get my dragonfly! 

I never asked my hubby because I know he doesn't like them.  I had one when we married, and 3 more since then.  I love my little dragonfly tat on my wrist! 

(laughs) I guess I was blessed with the perfect husband. Not only does he encourage my tats (SEVEN of them now), he paid for most of them, and helped me pick out the design for the one I'm getting next week at the NYC Tattoo Convention. [Note: Of course, if he said "no" to a tat, I would have done it anyway.] Here's whatcha do: just GO GET IT, without asking him or telling him in advance. Once it's on, what's he gonna do about it? Sand it off while your sleeping? PS: feel free to copy my latest one. It says "Teigh trasna ort fein". It's Gaelic. If you're not averse to swearing, feel free to "Google" it.

You might try contacting the Pharmacudical (sp)  company. A lot of time they will help out with reduced costs for meds. Bi-Polar is a very serious condition. My ex had it. And it is hereditary!!!

I HAVE THE COLD FROM H**L!!! Thing is, before I was banded, I RARELY got colds or the flu. I went through this last fall and here it is May, and it's happened again! I've been practically living on Halls, zinc, and tea. Nutritious, eh? And I can never figure out men. One minute, I'm being sweet talked like he's some angel with home training, then he's off making dirty talk with another chick with the lame excuse "oh, we are just working on p**sing off some teenagers." For crying out loud, grow up already! Now I know why I never got married, and I'm 46.

To Washington weather- IT'S SPRING!  STOP FREAKIN RAINING!!!!!!! I want sunshine! Also, I hate you IRS.   Screw you for saying I'm too poor to get a stimulus check.  That's all.