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Sorry I can't help you with this, but I wanted to say that I just saw your new pics and you look amazing!!!! I'm so envious of you and your success, I know that I will get there but crawling like a turtle is frustrating me!! Anyway, you look fabulous, keep up the good work!!!! You are my inspiration!!


I have definatly seen a big change in the last 2 months. I found a personal trainer that I just love. I joined Planet Fitness....something I never would have done 50lbs ago....I still see a 250lb women sometimes and feel like people are stareing at my hugness. I don't know that I will ever get over that. As for crawling I know what you mean. I see people on this site that are down a lot more than me by month 7. There was one month that I lost 1lb, one month that I stayed the same and one month that I actually gained a pound. My real weight loss really didn't start until the last two months. Thank you for you kind words. I like keeping in touch with you because we are neck and neck as far as a surgery date. I don't know if I told you, I am 45, or at least will be on October 3rd. I never thought for a minute that at my age I could loose enough weight that I would feel "pretty". I have a wonderful husband, a 6 year old daughter (yup a red head) and a 9 year old son (another red head). The support I receive from them is what is getting me through. Sometimes when we sit down for dinner I get "first bite syndrome" and I can't really eat...I pb and it scares them. Keep me posted....I love to hear from you and hear about your success! Kimberly