My Nanny died, in a flare, and can't get a fill

I'm so sorry for your loss. My thoughts are with you. Things do get better, I promise and you will be ok. Just remember how much she loved you and how proud of you SHE was having to go through so many challanges in your life.
Karen

I understand your loss.  Last year I lost my sister and still cry when I think about it.  This was posted on my facebook today by a friend about her loss and thought you might like to read it.  (((((HUGS)))

Do not stand at my grave and weep
I am not there, I do not sleep.

...I am a thousand winds that blow
I am the diamond glints on snow.

I am the sunlight on ripened grain
I am the Gentle Autumn's rain.

When you awaken

in the Morning's hush,
I am the swift uplifting rush

of quiet birds in circled flight.

I am the soft star that shines at night.
Do not stand at my grave and cry
I am not there: I did not die.

Sending hugs and prayers your way.  You are always such a source of encouragement for others, let us be there for you and don't stay away.  Loosing a loved one is so hard--my heart goes out to you.  Koye