The journey begins

 well i have apointments for stress test to do , then 1st visit to nut, right afterward i start my wls class and exersise class only for three months , because im doing right in the hospital, feeling great about the beginning, but for some reason scared why is that,? I just cant wait to get on the loosers bench, I actually spent 2 hours in JCPennys last night trying to spend a 25 dollar gift card , looked at the clothes , why i keep looking at the smaller sizes i dont know, so half heartdly i aske for the plus size department, went there got upset and said why buy clothes after lookin for half an hour or so there , because after all when im on the bench i will be getting smaller, so looked around jewlry and so on till i finally decided on a Sag Harbor purse. Shopping for clothes is such a chore am i the only one who hates it ?

I know it is tough right now, but you are going to have so much fun clothes shoppig later. I too used to hate the process because I could not find things to fit. Or what I found was poorly made or inappropriate for my size. All of that has changed now. Hang in there! You will reap the rewards later!

ohhhhhhhhhhhhhh gosh, I know how you feel....lol  I hate shopping too.  I have had my surgery, but just don't have to go shopping yet because I already have the next size down....lol  Hang in there!

Teri

 thanks guys i know i need to take a deep breath and breathe lol just a little ranting and raving  , geesh everyone in the office today and even the dam mail delivery people are having pms guys too i hate to work with negative people . lol thanks for the words of wisdom, i am excited about my journey

Congratulations on starting your journey. 
You know I hated to shop before too and I always left upset and almost in tears.
Girl soon you will love shopping.  Glad you got the purse!  I love purses.
hugs

I hate clothes shopping too.  I hate everything about it.